365

so the other day me and my brother were driving to my mom work to help her with a project and we had been fighting in the car and i was really upset. i had my camera with me so i started ignoring him and taking pictures.

  when i least expected it i took this picture and was so amazed. not by the picture but by what's in it.
i saw the 365 and i almost started crying because how often do things like that happen! and then even deeper the 'objects in mirror are closer than they appear' total hit me.
before i know it another year will have gone by, and i honestly don't want to spend this year fighting with the people i care about the most. i want my next 365 to be one that i will remember as the year i was different.
i want this year to be the one where i'm who said i was sorry instead of the one continuing pointless arguments.
i want to be kinder to the people i care about.
i want to love more
i want to not be afraid of change
i want to embrace new things
i want to be adventurous
i don't doubt the ability that a whole year has to change a person completely, but the change doesn't just happen. each day i will be molded a bit differently and then a year from today i will wake up and see this and see i knew i was. but i am meant for so much and that has brought me to this.

embrace you.

Jess